Do you ever?

Normally in my days I have a very happy outlook, good attitude, permanent smile on my face. There really is not much that phases me these days …

I don’t generally dwell on the past and I don’t normally pay too much attention to the trivial everyday stuff that tends to bog people down. Life is too short to sweat the small stuff, and I truly do believe that!

And then there are these days. They are very few and very far between but they do happen from time to time. They are the days that I get locked inside my head.

I’m not anxious or depressed, I’m not worried or sad. I’m frustrated, irritated, annoyed. Light, sound, movement and mostly people annoy me. My head hurts, my neck hurts, my whole body hurts and after what feels like a never-ending run of it I finally just get annoyed and don’t want to be bothered by anyone or anything.

I’m ready to crawl deep into my head and pretend that the outside world doesn’t exist for a while.

Still waiting on news and next steps from the doctor, I hope they get around to doing/saying something soon.

Forget the coffee, I could use a greyhound and a smoke – but it’s not 5 o’clock here and I quit over 4 years ago ….. oh well!

TGI almost Friday! *chuckle*

Cheers!

~n


 

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