I found out on Sunday (4 days ago) through an instant message program, that my father is in the hospital. At the time he was in some serious risk having an adverse reaction to radiation for a tumor on the side of his brain. This was the first I'd heard about a tumor, or radiation … Continue reading Once more, with emotion!
I've been taking a break from writing lately, not a mental break from life, just from here. I don't know why exactly, I can't say I'm overly stressed or overwhelmed, it just felt like the thing that needed to be done. I do miss writing but I just don't exactly know how to put the … Continue reading A mental break
To be honest I hardly remember where in the story you came in and what you need explained or expanded on. Yes, you ... my readers, if you have questions or blanks that need to be filled in, let me know! 🙂 But anyway, it has been a long time since i have wanted to … Continue reading There has been soo much going on, I don’t even know where to start!
It has been an interesting month, lots of things good, and lots of things bad. This year we lost both of our cats, sisters. One passed in the end of summer and one we had to put down December 20th. The cats, especially the last one gone, were like service animals for my youngest. December … Continue reading Goodbye 2019
Today is not a good day. Mentally or physically. I have a lot of people I need to talk to today and deal with and I don't want to handle ANY of them! I am already on people overload and I'm booking new appointment! *chuckle* My body feels like h3ll .... on new meds for … Continue reading Just one of those days …
The weather has changed here in the Great White North and my body is making sure that i know it! Well, it has been for a few weeks now, it's just caching up to me now. My arms and legs are in a constant state of pain/ache and gravity seems to make things worse so … Continue reading Hurtin’
..... by a 6 1/2 year old! I've been helping care for this child for about 2 years, his behaviour has been a bit rocky to say the least. He has autism. His parents deal with things much worse and on a regular basis. Here with me we can normally keep things civil but lately … Continue reading Yesterday i got beat up ….
I'm sore and i'm tired and i'm frustrated. I hate f'en giving up ..... My hands hurt and my brain is hurting too. maybe more to come later, maybe not ... For now, i f'en hate giving up!
The hardest part of dealing with a teenage boy with mental health issues as a parent is that it can be very hard to tell when they actually are having a problem and when they are just being lazy. Anxiety, panic disorder and a slight personality disorder, all those things are not visible and when … Continue reading Confusion
Last weekend we increased W's anti anxiety medication to help with the stress and angst for the new year, new people and new classes etc. You know, anxiety triggers! Slowly but surely he has become more irritated, angry and impatient! He has started sweating like crazy and now shaking uncontrollably as well. His skin is … Continue reading His meds have made him manic!